Monday 28 April 2008

Korean Style Protest



I don't mean to sound culturally insensitive but I read the New York Times today about the Olympic torch being carried though Seoul and the protests and scuffle that ensued between the Chinese supporters and Koreans: Two men, North Korean defectors, tried to set light to themselves in protest at the inhumane treatment of North Korean refugees in China. This is one form of protest that I cannot understand. In Korea it is common for a protest to get out of hand, there are so many. People have been known to set themselves on fire, cut off their fingers and throw themselves to their demise in the Han River. I mean I understand the gravity of the situation and how strongly people feel about it, as they should; it is horrendous what goes on in North Korea and the International governments choose to ignore the gross inhumanity. But, why kill yourself? Especially after you managed to escape from the regime... Surely you could do more good alive? Maybe I'm missing the point.


Saturday 26 April 2008

Grump Slump

December 22 ~ January 20
Capricorn: Laughter is the best medicine! Seeing your funniest friend will cheer you up tremendously. .

Sarah Calderwood's
I have been an extremely grumpy person for the past couple of days. Mostly I'm sure due to the amount of work I have to do and hormones and having felt sick as a dog from eating a mouldy muffin. As usual I thought the horoscope could have the answer. The trouble is I'm also feeling very antisocial and am sure that if I do go and find my funniest friend all that will end up happening is that I will drag them down into my bog of eternal grump and there's no sense in the both of us hanging out there. Instead I am staying firmly rooted at my desk and writing for my MA. It's been 6 hours so far and I can do another 6. OR I could just pour myself a big glass of wine and snap out of it... hmmm

Thursday 24 April 2008

Wisdom

Coming home from very lonely places, all of us go a little mad: whether from great personal success, or just an all-night drive, we are the sole survivors of a world no one else has ever seen. - John le Carre

I just read this quote and found it rather relevant. In fact my quotes for the day on my igoogle homepage are all rather wonderful today.


The only really good place to buy lumber is at a store where the lumber has already been cut and attached together in the form of furniture, finished, and put inside boxes. - Dave Barry


Laughing at our mistakes can lengthen our own life. Laughing at someone else's can shorten it. - Cullen Hightower

Wednesday 23 April 2008

On living my life and not just waiting for it.

I watched a movie the other night called PS I Love You. I cried literally from the beginning to the end. It was a romance and had some funny moments and wasn't a particularly good example of good cinematography but the plot kept on picking me up and then throwing me straight back down in the gutter. It was about a woman whose husband had died of a brain tumor. Before he died he wrote her a number of letters which he, through her mother, planned to deliver to her after his death to help her to move on with her life. First of all How incredibly romantic and sad and loving is that? Second of all this woman had been living her life without direction as if she is waiting for her real life to begin, kind of reminds me of a song by Colin Hay called Waiting for my Real Life to Begin...



Which also makes me cry.


His letters help her to pull herself together and live her life. I suppose I relate to that. I suppose that's why I cried. I forget sometimes with all of my student loans and plans for the future and wondering if I'm really doing what I want and taking the right paths that life is actually happening now.

Thirdly it made me think of lost loves. I just wrote a paragraph and deleted it again... I'm not ready to share that just yet.


It wasn't that it was such an amazing movie but the message was quite pertinent to my life. I have felt recently that I'm in limbo. I need to stay in Korea until I finish my MA but really really want to move on. I used to be like this when I was a teenager and in my early 20s, wishing to be older and at a further stage in my career/life without stopping to enjoy where I was. I think lots of people do this. I notice myself doing it and wish I could just slow down a bit and notice what's going on around me. Stop making plans for a moment and settle into what I am doing right now. I think we all know that wouldn't make me happy though. I do need to try harder to enjoy the moment however and I am going to endeavor to do so instead of constantly searching for my real life to begin I want to be more involved in this one. This starts with writing my damn essay. And liking it.

Tuesday 22 April 2008

I was right


To,

Sarah professor

Thank you so much , Professor :D I am so sorry. I didn't know that. I won't anymore. If it was rude , I hope that you understand me. Sorry about that. Please forgive me with your generous mind.

Sincerely,

Kun

She also came to class with soda and chocolate for me.

The Very Hungry Caterpillar


It is midterm week. The most infuriating week of the semester whereby I get to sit and watch my students have conversations in English. The week didn't start off too badly, i even noticed that many students had in fact prepared hard and were sailing through the conversations quite fluently. It is now Wednesday and I feel like rubbing chili paste in my eyes would be preferable to sitting through these unprepared, muddled, sleep deprived students' attempts at speaking English. The reason I am in such a good mood is probably due to a case of PMS and the feeling that my time could be better spent. I will never get back these long minutes of my life and I'm not getting any younger.


I also have an essay due in a month which I am no nearer to finishing than I was a month ago, AND a new course has started this week so I am expected to actually do some work. The essay will have to be started this weekend. procrastination time is officially over and desperation has kicked in.


I have also been invited to apply for a new job. It would mean a little redirection in my career, going from teaching to ELT consultant at Oxford University Press in Seoul. It's the direction I want to go in, eventually getting an editor's position when I finish my MA but I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do to move now while I'm in the middle of my MA. It would also be more like a "real" job working 9-5 instead of loafing in to the classroom every now and then. Of course I haven't been offered the job, just to apply, but...



On top of that my horoscope couldn't be more wrong today:




December 22 ~ January 20

Capricorn: You will be tempted by something naughty today, but you'll have enough willpower to restrain yourself. .

Today I have consumed:

A bacon sandwich, 3 cups of tea, a cup of coffee, an ice cream and plan to order fried chicken and munch on chocolate in one hour. I wonder if I will turn into a butterfly...



Tuesday 15 April 2008

Lazy Little Witch

The damn cat spends the early hours of the morning running around the apartment and flirting with the cats outside and the day sleeping in my bed.

Yellow Dust


I have laryngitis, bronchitis and I've lost my voice. The medicine is giving me a dodgy tummy and the cat is not looking after me. My camera has broken and I'm way behind on my essay. Everyone in South Korea is getting sick at the moment because of China. Blame China.






Today we have an amber alert. Not sure what that means but I'm coughing up amber colored chunks...




Too much information? Oh well.


Bed time now. My chest hurts.

Thursday 10 April 2008

Sound Advice

Thursday, April 10
The things that were running smoothly yesterday have a strong chance of unraveling today. Enlist the help of people who will help you to achieve your objectives. You must work hard to build a loyal group of allies. Your focus today should be on networking.

I suppose that means I should go to the pub tonight.

Day Off

I'm still trying to decipher yesterday's horoscope and have still to come up with a clear meaning. Actually the thing is I thought of doing lots of naughty things yesterday, for example: I had to study but I wanted to watch television; I had to get up early today but I wanted to stay up late last night; I had chastised CJ for cheating on computer Scrabble but I myself felt the urge to press the hint button; I want to lose some weight but I really wanted to eat that fifth cookie. The only one I didn't do was cheat on Scrabble. I justify the others by the fact that it was a public holiday and I didn't have to work. Okay, okay, okay, I'm a bad person.

Today's Horoscope


December 22 ~ January 20

Capricorn: You know the difference between right and wrong, so there shouldn't even be a question. You know what to do. .



Tuesday 8 April 2008

Why I need to read my horoscope earlier...

I Don't usually use the toilets at the university because firstly they are squatty Asian toilets and secondly my apartment is only a 30 second walk from my office. However, when needs must and all that. The toilets conveniently have a metal rail in front of them so you can hang on instead of balancing precariously over the bowl. I was in a bit of a hurry and what with the pulling down of the trousers and arranging myself in the appropriate position I completely forgot to balance and when I toppled I neglected to put my hands out to stop myself, instead using my head. Which now has a little lump on it and is rather painful.


A few hours later I read my horoscope...

Today's Horoscope



December 22 ~ January 20


Capricorn: Your balance and coordination will be off, so be extra careful you don't get hurt. .









And that is why I need to read my horoscope earlier.

Sunday 6 April 2008

SNOW!!!!

I can't believe it:

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/2639171.stm

I can believe it:

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/2708369.stm

Wednesday 2 April 2008

Advice too late...

I knew I shouldn't have sent my student that email explaining why she couldn't call me "Sir".

Today's Horoscope

December 22 ~ January 20
Capricorn: Don't have any important conversations over IM or email if you don't want to be misunderstood. .

Tuesday 1 April 2008

The Little Witch Before and After



It's been a year since I brought her home and my, hasn't she grown!
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