I'm feeling really emotional at the moment and I can't seem to snap out of it. I am feeling really lost but I'm not sure why because everything in my life is pretty good. I have a great job; I'm working towards being better qualified so I can get an even greater job; I have great friends and family and a support network. I'm going to go away for a couple of days to try to put some semblance of order back in my mind. As well as that I'm going to spring clean my apartment and see if order in my space can transfer itself!! Then I'm going to buy a big bunch of yellow flowers. Lastly I'm going to make a batch of chocolate brownies and eat the lot!
I guess I miss home right now. Well actually I miss family and friends at home. It gets kind of tough being here sometimes. I don't want anyone to worry because the feelings will pass soon enough. It's just far away from people I love.
In the last few months I have gone through quite a lot which at the time I didn't really think about until after the events. You know when they say "it's just one thing after another"? Well I know that's just life but seriously! AND I hate feeling sorry for myself. So, I think I'll pick myself off, brush myself off, pop a couple of band aids on my knees and go back to being happy Sarah. After I eat the brownies.
I guess I miss home right now. Well actually I miss family and friends at home. It gets kind of tough being here sometimes. I don't want anyone to worry because the feelings will pass soon enough. It's just far away from people I love.
In the last few months I have gone through quite a lot which at the time I didn't really think about until after the events. You know when they say "it's just one thing after another"? Well I know that's just life but seriously! AND I hate feeling sorry for myself. So, I think I'll pick myself off, brush myself off, pop a couple of band aids on my knees and go back to being happy Sarah. After I eat the brownies.
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